Sorry for the inactive updates. Cuz I’ve been studying for final examinations and preparing for upcoming internships. 

I was excited for internship yet really nervous. Although I’ve been accepted by the first hotel I’ve chosen, still afraid of meeting new people and environment. It is kinda venturesome for me cuz obviously I never work in a hotel before although I had pretty much experiences on F&B. And THIRD I have no interview section when I was applying for the job.

Tbh I felt really insecure about this cuz idk what to do who to ask and many things to worry and the only solution is asking thunds of questions in the phone call. I didn’t even get my offer letter yet!??? 

Ya, that was part of the story when I’m not updating anything. I had a lot of thoughts and emotions during these few weeks too.

Long story short.

You know that time when you started to questioning yourself “what have I done to endure all this pain & disappointment?” Yeah I was some kind in the mood.

I’ve tried my best to settled down my self and give my self time to meditate.
And I really suggest to talk to someone when u feeling like what I’ve felt. If not, try to write all the thoughts on a paper, a journal, anything. Write out all the thoughts, anger, unsend letter. This is what I do when I’m emo lol.

Cuz it felt like you’re finally get rid of your constipation haha. 

I think I’ll be stopping here, and head back to my study or procrastinating hehe :P thanks for stopping by!